sound of emptiness

& hence comes to end my college life..and with me it's also the end f oder 1000 odd ppl who joined vit in 2k4 to do ngineering. No matter how much i ponder d feeling cant exactly be described...it's of excitement as much as it's of sadness as much as it is of a tingling fear n nervousness..n even of retrospection of what we hav made of ourselves in dese 4 yrs. 1 thing is for sure no matter wat it is...these hav to b d best years of my life..n i am sure of most others like me..engineering mite hav been a mistake..but wat we r attached to s d lyf we hav lived in those hostels n d friends we hav made there...needless to say d memories n d photographs n d videos of all our activities wil remain etched in our memories for our lifetime..." it wil never b d same again" make no mistake abt it...hostel lyf wz all abt fun..n at d end f day i m proud f d choices i made...i mite hav lost out on my academics slightly here n there but i guess today wen i look at d last 4 yrs there r such wonderful memories f dose nyt outs....dose bc filld maggi sessions...discussing film to politics to sports to ideologies to girlz to fantasies to everything tat comes under d sun...it all seems worth all f d tym i spend...dese rooms wen i left them seemed so much like my own...lookd bak at all dose eating joints where i feasted dese 4 yrs n felt a tinge f sadness at missing out on all dose dishes n all dose planning to eat out...lookd bak at d stadium n remembered dose successful n not so successful attempts at losing weight...dose cricket matches..dose gym sessions...all f dem with a smile..with a realization tat dis is gone for real...wil surely miss d place..n it definitely has created an empty space somewhere..with d next few yrs i mite get buzy with my life n stuff but this emptiness wil b hard to fil in...but as i think abt d true meaning f dese 4 yrs i realize tat only wen we wud go away wil we realize d significance f our clg lives n d things it has taught us...only wen we go away do we realize how close we all hav become n how we wil alwaz be there for each oder...3 cheers to tat...d fear n nervousness f our next step wil not let us slack up ...n i m sure lyf wil still b fun...though mite not b in d same manner. but den y waste time on thinkin wat mite n wat mite not happen...we wil take things in our stride as dey come ...with dis note i sign off wishing all my frens a happy n successful lyf ahead...stay in touch

to all my frens from d mohalla from d dorm n to pranit praveen hari tinku ifran ankit vandita sanaa n everybody else i knew in vit
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